Fell

He can fall IN to Love. He, too can fall OUT of love. Face that, girl.



HerGard3n.

Things

Things that he says and does.

Why Does It Has To Matter?


I.Am.Such.A.Loser.





HerGard3n.

Extra Thoughts

I know. I always think too much. Too much of imaginations going on in my head. Bad~

He posted up his and her photos onto facebook - a day before my birthday.

I am being selfish. But my mind says "Jackass".

*Thanks for the present* - sarcasm.

She is not bad looking.. I am not jealous of her. Instead a feeling of guilt more planted in me, because his best friend decribed her face as a 'Nailed Face'. He is an evil friend isn't he? *hah*

My mind kept on thinking and kept on asking the same question over and over again seeing those photos of him with her.


Is.He.Happy?

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Happy Birthday to Me.



HerGard3n.

sigh

Looking through photos that belonged to us. I smiled. I still smiles. Loved and missed the times. Its the seventh month going into eight month of us breaking up. I still miss you. How?

The jealous feeling is there when I see your status says you are in a relationship.

The evil thoughts always flash through my mind hoping that your relationship status will show 'Single' when I view them, sooner the better. Coz you kisses and your touch for her increases each day. I.Am.Jealous.

No more talks now. Good Night. I've got more things to do tomorrow.

Monday blues.



HerGard3n.

7months later..

I miss him still..

move along...

How has life been lately for you?

Mine has been rather not that busy, but somehow busy.. Confused? *laughs*

Been doing my photography works. Busy with some other projects as well.

Was deleting my messages over the phone. Accidentally saw my ex's message over the phone. The "know that I love you" part.. it's still stuck in my mind.

Have I totally forgotten him. Honestly, no.

It doesn't hurt as much as before anymore.

Having a relationship after him wasn't a smart choice. I think I hurt another one.

Somehow in this period, I feel much relaxed without anyone. Feel so relaxed.. Not exactly know what is the reason.. Thus happy feeling floating all around the semi-messy room of mine. *T-Hee*

I miss my Chindian friend. "Hey Chindian, I think I missed your call, again la.."

I'm sitting in the living room now, typing this. Thinking how is she doing now? Does she still misses him? Or she has recovered? My heart tells me that she has not forgotten him. So many things to say, so many things to tell. Where to begin? With us, we could go on like forever can we? *Laughs*


For now, I don't think I will discover or find any person to fall in love with, yet.

My love life has been a mess. And don't think I want to go throught that feeling again. Don't want and forgotten how to describe it anymore. The only feeling I could remember was "lost" and "pain". And feeling lost is a thing you really don't want to go through.
Michael Buble's "Lost" is playing in my head

Well, there is no U-turn for love. Once feel, feeling and felt. *past tense*

Don't wanna think much about it but to move on. After all, there are more to come in the future.

My future worries me.



HerGard3n.

I.Am.Normal.Post

Okay. So. I am not crazy or in a dilemma.

I am totally normal!

*phew*

Thank you my friend. To prove that I am sane!

*Wahlao*

*Laughs*

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Ps: Yes. Laugh as much as you want or you can while you're on your working desk.

Pps: I'm laughing too. XD



HerGard3n.