Okay. So. I am not crazy or in a dilemma.
I am totally normal!
*phew*
Thank you my friend. To prove that I am sane!
*Wahlao*
*Laughs*
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Ps: Yes. Laugh as much as you want or you can while you're on your working desk.
Pps: I'm laughing too. XD
HerGard3n.
Monday, August 25, 2008
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
Sunday, August 17, 2008
a title called "Friends"
Recently people surrounding me has been having problems.
I was worried by them; now I am worried for them.
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Dear friends "Are You Okay?"
Chindian is still having the same problem.
Resolution?
-Keep on trying? Don't ever-ever let go or give up. Don't hide the post, I have read it. Me will be there. I am sorry if I have been busy with my life. I am still figuring out my life.. Yes, I am still here waiting for graduation day and going to search and fight for my dream. :')
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H20 is having career problem. She thinks the world is so cruel and can't face how people can be so fake and 'stab' you from the back.
Resolution?
-Keep trying!! Don't stop. In fact, NEVER stop trying!! And please, don't hide? It's the fifth day I've been trying to contact you, answer my calls will ya?? Me and Koko are really worry for you..
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Koko. Has Albino sickness. Stressed over work and worries about his family. and wants to earn more money for studies.
Resolution?
-You dyed you eye brows and eye lashes! Good one!! *laughs*
-It must be really hard, or else you wouldn't have share with me before this; over the phone. Add more oil okay? You will get yourself your first car by next year okay?? *smiles*
-You sister. *speechless* Just be patient and listen to her okay? She will be fine. I don't know her, but the way you said it sounds like she is in real bad condition. But anyhow, support her and talk to her constantly k?
Lots loves,
your friend- HerGard3n.
I was worried by them; now I am worried for them.
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Dear friends "Are You Okay?"
Chindian is still having the same problem.
Resolution?
-Keep on trying? Don't ever-ever let go or give up. Don't hide the post, I have read it. Me will be there. I am sorry if I have been busy with my life. I am still figuring out my life.. Yes, I am still here waiting for graduation day and going to search and fight for my dream. :')
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H20 is having career problem. She thinks the world is so cruel and can't face how people can be so fake and 'stab' you from the back.
Resolution?
-Keep trying!! Don't stop. In fact, NEVER stop trying!! And please, don't hide? It's the fifth day I've been trying to contact you, answer my calls will ya?? Me and Koko are really worry for you..
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Koko. Has Albino sickness. Stressed over work and worries about his family. and wants to earn more money for studies.
Resolution?
-You dyed you eye brows and eye lashes! Good one!! *laughs*
-It must be really hard, or else you wouldn't have share with me before this; over the phone. Add more oil okay? You will get yourself your first car by next year okay?? *smiles*
-You sister. *speechless* Just be patient and listen to her okay? She will be fine. I don't know her, but the way you said it sounds like she is in real bad condition. But anyhow, support her and talk to her constantly k?
Lots loves,
your friend- HerGard3n.
Secretly Dreamt.
This morning he came up and to me and apologising. Saying sorry because he didn't hug me much when we were sleeping the whole night.
The reason?
- Was: He was dreaming that I ran away with Atif (one of the guy I dated with 2.5years ago; which happens to be a really hawtt sailor and sailing at the moment.)
- He dreamt that the hawt guy, him and me were in a club, I'd only introduced him to him; claiming that he was only my friend AND not to mention "I" had run away with Atif after meeting him long time after.
- Yes. He said sorry for not hugging me tightly in his sleep.
e-hem.. I had a dream too.b>
My dream was I met my ex (which I loved more than the world and had secretly blog here).
The dream was- I met him. We were on the bed; staring at each other. We were holding and touching each others face and stared and stared at each other.
That Was My Dream.
Is that a crime?
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"Well.. I sure hope not."
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"And I did not tell him that."
P/s: I hugged him and cheered him up. His eyes were sored. He cried in his dream.
HerGard3n.
The reason?
- Was: He was dreaming that I ran away with Atif (one of the guy I dated with 2.5years ago; which happens to be a really hawtt sailor and sailing at the moment.)
- He dreamt that the hawt guy, him and me were in a club, I'd only introduced him to him; claiming that he was only my friend AND not to mention "I" had run away with Atif after meeting him long time after.
- Yes. He said sorry for not hugging me tightly in his sleep.
e-hem.. I had a dream too.b>
My dream was I met my ex (which I loved more than the world and had secretly blog here).
The dream was- I met him. We were on the bed; staring at each other. We were holding and touching each others face and stared and stared at each other.
That Was My Dream.
Is that a crime?
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"Well.. I sure hope not."
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P/s: I hugged him and cheered him up. His eyes were sored. He cried in his dream.
HerGard3n.
Thursday, August 7, 2008
a creature called Human
Yes. You are one of them if you are reading this. *chuckles*
Hell I am one myself for crying out loud!
Well, I am confused myself. I like a gentleman. It is disappearing from the earth.. Yes it is, for sure. It's so rare nowadays. Unless you are an Italian, that might work. (But they are too horny). Lols.
I have something I'd like to say. I don't know if I am in love.
Big chance that I think I am searching for it. "It" would be the feeling.
I don't think I am searching for a boyfriend. I felt like I am searching for "The One for the rest of my life" is more like it. Else, I don't think he is the one. slash/the perfect one that I want.
I am sure all the girls out there most would be having the same case as mine.
You will lose the feeling someday. If you have, then you are like me.. Searching for it- the pin point/the one/the right one/the exact feeling etc or whatever you wanna call it.
If you have not, be prepare for it. It's gonna hurt like a needle being put through the tip of your fingers. *I have not being stab through the heart, so its best to describe it this way I guess. Shh. Coz I know it'd hurt the tip of our fingers coz we learnt about it have we during high school?* Lols!
Be happy that you have felt it. Be prepare for if you have not 'taste' it. You'll hurt till your mom freaks and almost shit in her pants. (its just a matter of saying. don't get mad~)
Well. I'm being a pain in the ass aren't I?
*sigh*
I really don't know.
I myself might not know what will happen or what to follow. Coz somehow, I don't trust my words anymore. My heart is 'crAzIE' now..
One word to describe me now- "Selfish"
*I am getting selfish over meself getting the right feeling and 'betraying others feelings'. And I know it is not right.* -punch own nose-
HerGard3n.
Hell I am one myself for crying out loud!
Well, I am confused myself. I like a gentleman. It is disappearing from the earth.. Yes it is, for sure. It's so rare nowadays. Unless you are an Italian, that might work. (But they are too horny). Lols.
I have something I'd like to say. I don't know if I am in love.
Big chance that I think I am searching for it. "It" would be the feeling.
I don't think I am searching for a boyfriend. I felt like I am searching for "The One for the rest of my life" is more like it. Else, I don't think he is the one. slash/the perfect one that I want.
I am sure all the girls out there most would be having the same case as mine.
You will lose the feeling someday. If you have, then you are like me.. Searching for it- the pin point/the one/the right one/the exact feeling etc or whatever you wanna call it.
If you have not, be prepare for it. It's gonna hurt like a needle being put through the tip of your fingers. *I have not being stab through the heart, so its best to describe it this way I guess. Shh. Coz I know it'd hurt the tip of our fingers coz we learnt about it have we during high school?* Lols!
Be happy that you have felt it. Be prepare for if you have not 'taste' it. You'll hurt till your mom freaks and almost shit in her pants. (its just a matter of saying. don't get mad~)
Well. I'm being a pain in the ass aren't I?
*sigh*
I really don't know.
I myself might not know what will happen or what to follow. Coz somehow, I don't trust my words anymore. My heart is 'crAzIE' now..
One word to describe me now- "Selfish"
*I am getting selfish over meself getting the right feeling and 'betraying others feelings'. And I know it is not right.* -punch own nose-
HerGard3n.
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
The Snoring Animal
He snores.
No it is not. Not cute.
My eye bags are growing bigger if he stays with me more often.
I swear. I want to sleep peacefully.
God. Give me some 'heavier' sleeping pills. Please.
HerGard3n.
No it is not. Not cute.
My eye bags are growing bigger if he stays with me more often.
I swear. I want to sleep peacefully.
God. Give me some 'heavier' sleeping pills. Please.
HerGard3n.
Sunday, August 3, 2008
Feeling Aww-ed
Time just tells stories don't they?
I am arguing things about being gay and transgenders issues.
Dont' people always fight because they don't want someone they love to be a gay or a lesbian??
I am bicurious myself.
So what is wrong being gay or lesbians/metrosexuals/trangenders etc etc etc?
What does it matter?
I don't see how it is affecting anyone's life?
Do they??
It is just for those people who are too into religions/back-dated/OR for those people who doesn't know how to accept things as it is. It is nature. It is whats being created. Feelings exists. Falling in love with someone who has the same gender as yours, there is no wrong with it!
I am still arguing with him with this issue.
One of the reason why I left one of my darte was because he was too religious.
..and I couldn't and cannot take that.
(I kinda left the blog stucked for more than 2hours having dinner and went downstairs and finished watching 27Bridesmaid Dresses. Yea, I did.)
He called after I got kind of mad over him thinking that same-gendered-loves are wrong.
He apologized and said that he is not arguing or angry at me OR the fact of me being a bicurious.
In fact...
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He said:"I want to understand it. Just give me some time. I want to understand it. Just like how I want to understand you. (And then we started having some small talk about star signs and he said..->>A Libra= Unpredictable. I want to understand you. I'm sorry if I say I love you most of the time. But I meant it everytime I said it. I want to say it as much as I can when I am with you because I know I won't be able to say it when you leave Australia. I... I just want to tell you how much I love you.. "
I had the most -Awww-ed moment just now.
HerGard3n.
I am arguing things about being gay and transgenders issues.
Dont' people always fight because they don't want someone they love to be a gay or a lesbian??
I am bicurious myself.
So what is wrong being gay or lesbians/metrosexuals/trangenders etc etc etc?
What does it matter?
I don't see how it is affecting anyone's life?
Do they??
It is just for those people who are too into religions/back-dated/OR for those people who doesn't know how to accept things as it is. It is nature. It is whats being created. Feelings exists. Falling in love with someone who has the same gender as yours, there is no wrong with it!
I am still arguing with him with this issue.
One of the reason why I left one of my darte was because he was too religious.
..and I couldn't and cannot take that.
(I kinda left the blog stucked for more than 2hours having dinner and went downstairs and finished watching 27Bridesmaid Dresses. Yea, I did.)
He called after I got kind of mad over him thinking that same-gendered-loves are wrong.
He apologized and said that he is not arguing or angry at me OR the fact of me being a bicurious.
In fact...
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He said:"I want to understand it. Just give me some time. I want to understand it. Just like how I want to understand you. (And then we started having some small talk about star signs and he said..->>A Libra= Unpredictable. I want to understand you. I'm sorry if I say I love you most of the time. But I meant it everytime I said it. I want to say it as much as I can when I am with you because I know I won't be able to say it when you leave Australia. I... I just want to tell you how much I love you.. "
I had the most -Awww-ed moment just now.
HerGard3n.
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